Zibaan*

The following post is in my native language: سندھی

 

Chaa maan toukhay garmi jay deehn saan milayaan?

(Shall i compare thee to a summer’s day?)

Shakespearu – Sonnet 18

sindhi maahnji maadri zibaan aahey. per na maan eehya school mein parhi aaa na maan kadhein likhi aaa. jadhein asaan nandha hoonda ha say ta asaan ja maasaath ayen maarotr pehnja sindhi ja kitab dekhareenda huya. unha mein maakhe alif akh, bay badak samjh mein achay wendo ho. moohnji sindhi ji sadyi taaleem inha kitaban tayeen mehdood aahay. ayen haaren bhi maakhay sindhi jaa sab alphabets yaad naahin. kujh kujh zehn mein wehi rahya aahin jiyen, rrey maarri, laam lakurn, dyay dyan’n. haa, galhayrn maakhay eendo aaa. ooho bhi inha wajah saan jo ghar ami baba asaan saan sindhi hee galhaayee aa shuru kaan. maahnji sindhi jee vocabulary bhee daadhi mehdood aa. vocabulary kay bhi alaaye chaa chaye bo aa sindhi mein, kehn khey khabar hai? eehay gaal sabhin kay khabar hai ta sindhi ja bhi khor lehja inn. northern sindh yaani larkana ayen asay pasay jay shehran mein alag lehjo a sindhi jo ayen southern sindh jay shehran mein alag lehjo aaa. maahjo hikro dost jeko khairpur mein wado thyo ho unha maahnji sindhi tay khila eendi huyee (huyee inha laaye jo haaren asaan ghat galhayeenda aahyaun, cho jo ho lahore halyo wayo aaa safa phone naahay kendo) hik dafo maan un ha kaan pucho: ‘ada meebho paarin khapayee?’ ta huna khilanday chayo: ‘array eehyo meebho chahay, myobhee myobhee hundo aaa!’ myobhee yaa meebho gaal ta samjha mein achay tee na.  beherhaal pichlay kuch saalan mein maakhay sindhi zibaan saan ghareen muhabbat thee wayee aaa. sindhi gaalhayern, mudharan, parharn ayen likharn jo shoq paida thyo aaa. nandhay hunday baba ghar mein Kaawish ikhbar lagrayee huee. ta maan pehryon bhero sindhi parharn uthahn sikhi. mushkil lafzan ji maana maan baba ayen ami ka puchando huyas. per maakhey kadhein bhi Kaawish parharhn mein mazo na aayo. hik ta unha mein akhar safa gadu gadu likhyal hoonda inn myo inha ikhbar kay disi parharhn jo dil naahey chawando cho jo unha mein maryal maarhun joon tasweeroon chapadyun inn. sindhi akhar dhadha soohnra likhjee taa saghjan, jiyen nyla likhandee aaa. unha sindhi parhee bhi aaa ayen likharn bhee eendee tas ayen daadhay soohnray andaaz mein. beherhaal sindhi eeyen parharn maan shuru kayee. po jadhein maan wado thyas ayen aahista aahista kitaban jo shoq paida thyo, adab (literature) saan lagaao thyo, angraizee novel ayen drama parhya ta mahnjo dihaan sindhi literature day bhee wayo. Shaikh Ayaz ja ma kitaab wataa Karachi Literature Festival maan. Nasar ayen shaairee. Prose and poetry. inhan kay maan parhyo, yaani jetro samjha mein aayo otro parhyo. ayen maakhay daadho mazo aayo Shaikh Ayaz ja kitaab parhee.  Amar Jalil ja bhi kitab wathi ayum Larkana maan, unhan kay maan anyan aido daahyan parhee saghyo jo shoq kujh ghat thee wayo aaa. Bhittai jo risalo maan wat sindhi mein bhee parhyo aaa ayen urdu mein bhee. Par Shah Sahab kay samjharn laaye maakhay pehryun sindhi samjhrin pawandee sahee tareeqay saan. Maahnjay inha shoq maakhay inha had taayee majboor kayaeen ta maan sindhi novel jee talaash mein nikri ‘Khwaab, Khushbu, Chokri’ jay naalaay jo hik novel wathi pehnji cheap fiction na parharn jee qasam bhee bhanyee dadyee. Inha novel kay maan likayay rakhyo aaa ayen sirf hik dafo parharhn jee koshish kayee huee jeka behad nakaam thee wayee.

sindhi zibaan mein pehji muhabbat jo izhaar kararn maahnji wadi khwahish aaa. inha angraizan jee zibaan ta asaan ji her gaal mol kay kharaab karay chadyo aaa. ayen sabhin ka nawarandarn gaal eehya hai ta maarhun myan jee zibaan kay mudhee unhan kay judge kenda inn ayen. jeko suthee angraizee gaalhaaye ooho sutho ayen parhyal likhyal aaa ayen jeko na gaalhaaye saghay ooho nyattu. maan bhi pehnjee ghareen taaleem angraizee mein hee haasil kayee aaa. per maakhay inha saan aido lagao naahay jeko maakhay sindhi ayen urdu saan hai par cha kyaun assaan jee sindhi ayen urdu kamzor aaa ayen maan haarain bhi gharaan kitaab angraizee mein hee parhando aahyan ayen angraizee maakhay gharee samjha mein eendee aaa. kadhain kadhain maakhay angraizee saan nafrat thee waindee aaa. khususan jadhein angraizee mein eishq jo izhaar kar bo aaa. angraizee ja lafza: ‘i love you’ maakhay safaa naahin waranda. mitha naahin laganda, sahih dil saan izhaar naahay thee saghando.

cha kar jay. angraizee ziban sadyee dunya jee zibaan hai. inha kay samjharun hik zarurat aahay. maan wari eenyen bhee socheendo aahyan ta ilm jee kaa zibaan naahay. jehn zibaan mein asaan kay changayee jee gaaal milay ooha asaan sikhaoon. 

Maakhay yaqeen aa ta maakhay hik ‘teacher’ mili wendo jeko maahkay suthee sindhi sekhareendo. per jais taayeen eehyo thay maan dukhyan dukhyan kitaban maan kam halaaeendum.

*The word ‘language’ in urdu translates as zibaan/bolee  but in sindhi it translates as ‘molee’. Its not pronounced with an ‘m’ but with a sindhi letter which has no english or urdu equivalent so I am unable to write it down. Ask a sindhi friend to explain it to you.

 

 

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6 thoughts on “Zibaan*

  1. That really is a pity for those Sindhi kids who are born and brought up in non-Sindhi cities or they never get to learn to write and read Sindhi. However, parents should always talk to them in Sindhi and try their best to teach them Sindhi writing and reading.

    Good post anyways. 🙂

  2. Ada tawhaan jo hee post mukhe dadho pasand ahyo. Tawhaan yaqeen karyo ta tawhaan hina post main jekiyoon bhi galiyoon likhiyoon ahain uwhey sab galiyoon muhinje khayalaat & experiences saan bilkul milandar-julandar ahain. Muhinji maadri zabaan bhi Sindhi aahe magar aoon 19 out of 20 years UK mein rahi aaya. Inna waja saa mukhe Sindhi parhar aeen likhar ghat thi ache. Magar Ami Baba shuru kha hi asaan sa Sindhi mein galhaiyo, in waja sa alhamdulillah pehenji boli samjhi saganda ahiyoon aeen galaihe bhi saganda ahiyoon.

    Tawhaan wakai sahih gaal kaiyee ahe ke Pakistan mein Engrezi khe ilahi gharu lift kayo weendo aahe aeen maarhun hik-bhe khe neecho dekharar laye English mein galhaiyaar ji koshish kanda ahain. Muhinje soch ahe thi hil bilkul ghalat gaal aahe… Dadho dhuk theendo aahe jadhe disandi aahyaan ke kuch Sindhi marhun pehenji boli khaan wadheek Engrezi ji izaat kanda ahain. Tawhaan yaqeen kayo aoon UK mein rahandi ayaan magar jadhein bhi Pakistan ghumar eendi ayaan maitan wat, aoon koshish kandi ayaan ke aoon English safa ghat galhaiyaan & pehenji boli istamaal karyaan. Muhinja kuch cousins ahain jehn je samoo moon kadhe bhi English mein kon galhaiyon ahe. Hin saal bhi muhinji hikri cousin mukhe chawe thi: “Api, mukha tasawwur hi kon tho thiye ta tawhaan bahir wanyi English galhainda hoonda… Moon kadhe budho hi konhe tahanke galhainde.” 🙂 Haha.

    Magar asliyaat hee aahe ke mukhe lagando aahe ta marhun hithe English khe use kanda ahain hik bhe khe impress karar laiye & mukhe iyo culture safa nahe warando. Agar galhaiyar chaiya ta bilqul English mein galhai sagaan thi magar mukhe khayal eendo ahey ta pehenji mulk mein aiyee ayaan ta pehenji boli zaroor galhaindyas. Aakhir Sindhi pehenji boli te paar fakhr kon kanda ta po ker kando?

    Sorry Ada muhinji Sindhi typing dadhi kharaab aahe & gharaa lawz ahain Sindhi ja jekhe mukhe natha achan, in waja sa moon kithe kithe English ja lawz bhi wijhi chadya ahaan par umeed aahe ke hi comment tawhaan khe samajh main achi weendo 🙂 Huwan aoon Hyderabad jee ayaan, ta thoro dialect jo bhi farq hoondo shayad 🙂

    Dadhi khushi thi tawhaan jo hi blog post parhyum. WordPress te Sindhi moon ghat ditha ahain, but masha Allah tawhaan jo hi blog dadho suttho aahe & ow chaheendyas ta tawhaan hi project continue rakho. 😊

    • adi tahan meebha ya myabhee posts disandao inhan mozoo’ tay jald. ‘Aayeee eim glade’ ta tahan kay hi blog sutho lago. tahan jo pooro comment samjh mein aayo. zara koshish kare ‘haha’ kay bhee sindhi mein likhee diso!

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